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2011-09-27 13:06:46 (UTC)

Catch up.

Okay, this entry is just me reflecting on what has happened during the time I've been off.

- My sister graduated High School.
It's pretty cool. Actually I'm kinda jealous. The last year of high school seems like the best. She just spent the time bludging classes with friends and doing really ridiculous stuff. I seriously cannot wait until I'm in year 12. I'm in year 11 next year so I'm almost there!

- An old man got run over by a bus.
I wasn't actually there but a whole group of girls who catch buses saw it. Apparently his leg was run over flat and you could see his bones and muscles on the ground. There was a pool of blood beneath him. 3 of my good friends were right in front of it when it happened. We'll call them M1, M2 and M3. M1 told me that she vomited straight away when she saw it. They said that they bursted into tears. How do I know?
It was first period and I was in Japanese class. They didn't come to class but there bags were there. Me and some other friends in my lass were talking about an accident that happened at the bus station. About an old man getting run over. Then suddenly they came in the classroom and it all went quiet. They were talking to the teacher and then M2 suddenly started sobbing. The other girls were outside the door and they also started crying. A girl in my class, "J", ran out of class to go comfort one of the girls and the rest of us in class just sat there quietly. After awhile of just sitting there, M2 called me to go comfort her so I also ran out. I spent the rest of the morning sitting with the 3 in the library seminar room. It was indeed a really interesting day.
But there was one interesting thing that got me curious.
One girl in my class, who I'm good friends with, kept on looking at me while I was in class. Maybe she knew what was going through my mind. I wouldn't be surprised.
I was jealous. Jealous that I wasn't there to see it. Jealous that I wasn't there to see everyone's reactions. Jealous that I wasn't there to see the accident that happened. I actually didn't understand why people seemed so traumatized. So what? Yeah sure, it's horrible what happened to the old man and my prayers go to him and his family but seriously? Blood. IT'S JUST BLOOD. Blood is beautiful. Just thinking of what they saw that day sends tingles down my spine.
Of course I didn't speak out about this. I don't need other people to criticize me. I know the way that I'm thinking is horrible but hey, I really can't help it. I'm a very disgusting human being, even I disgust myself. I'm probably more disgusted than anyone.

- There was a bomb scare near my school.
My school is near the middle of the city area of my town. There was a man who apparently had explosives with him inside the children's court. There were helicopters EVERYWHERE for the whole day. Everyone at school was talking about it and that there may be a lockdown but as usual, a lockdown never happens. I was, ashamed to say, disappointed that one didn't happen. It's so boring, something needs to happen.

- IT'S HOLIDAYS!
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES FINALLY! I'm extremely relieved :) I really needed a break, I was going insane! I'm probably just gonna sit at home and play videogames with my sister :D.




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