Jessicat

Wye Oak
2011-09-25 23:13:11 (UTC)

He still makes me happy...

When he's sad, I'm sad.
When he's mad, I'm mad.
When he's happy, I'm happy.
When he's confused, I'm confused.
When he's excited, I'm excited.
When he's himself, I'm myself.
When he's his mask, I am my mask.
When he's Taylor, I'm Jessica.

I cannot stand seeing him sad. Out of all the people, he doesn't deserve to be sad. He did nothing wrong, can't you see? He's just little lost bambi...
I can see it. He may hide it from you but I see it oh so well. I just wish he'd be more open with me... I want to help him. I want him to be happy. When he is happy, I am happy.

He's just so... Grr... I just wish I was in his arms right now...

All I want to do is hug him...

Did you know I still got that text? Lets see if I can remember it...

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Jan 02, 10:09 AM

I do
L igers are weird
O live :p
V iruses on laptops are bad
E veryone agrees
Y ou dont trust me
O ranges are good
U hate me

Taylor

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What'dya know? It's 100% accurate. I haven't seen that text in over 3 months, and I still remember it. Sure, my heart has moved on... But it's like my soul is still there. It cannot let go of something... I don't know what. I don't know what this feeling is but I just, I can't let go of something, I don't know if it's my soul, or if it's my heart, or my mind, or whatever. I just cannot let go.




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