Mimi

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2011-09-25 18:53:30 (UTC)

fucking lost the entry i made..

fucking lost the entry i made the other day. hate it when that happens.

my purse got stolen a few weekends ago. i want to find the person who did it, and i want to beat the living shit outta them. it's such a violating feeling. i happened to be in this bull shit night club in lest. sq, and i had left it somewhere within reaching distance, where i could see it, and i had my eyes on the whole night. then i danced up towards elchi and pam, and i danced back, must have been like 5 secs and then it was gone. i could tell this girl must have been watching my movement. then it was later recovered in the bathroom about half an hour later, my cash was missing, and my beloved ipod too. gone. it was clear that everything had been rifled through. i felt so mad. at myself, at the club and at the cunt who'd stolen it. i've not had many things stolen from me in my life. it just doesn't happen cos i'm very careful with my things. only on 2 or so memorable occasions. my abacus counter was stolen from me when i was 6 yrs old or so. it was beautiful, multicoloured. my daddy had bought it for my from saudi or germany or something. it was stolen - by some boy in my class. he asked me if he could 'borrow' it. i reluctantly but stupidly said yes. and that was that. when i asked him for it he said he didn't have it. then i cried, and that was that. then when i was 9 yrs old or so, in whitehall gitty, this new girl came to our class. on break time, i had brought crisps in. i rarely ever brought snacks for break - only for lunch. and you'd place your snacks on the side so that it was within easier reach on your way out to play. so this one time i had crisps, i proudly placed them on the side, just like everyone else, looking forward to them and relishing the feeling of being just like everyone else. then break time arrived. i saw gitty linger by the side and over my crisps. and when she walked off with jessica ford (who would be my friend one minute, and a horrid cow to me the next), they weren't there anymore. so i walked after her, and sure enough, she had my skips. and i said "those are my crisps". and she stared at me, guilt all over her face. then jessica, being jessica, said after a lingering silence, "no, i saw gitty take them out of her bag" after this i couldn't argue. so i just had to let it be. i walked off and cried. but then leanne let me share her vinegar sticks with her.

anyway, i'm in love with tim. how can you be so into one person after just meeting them once??? it's beyond me. so the night after my purse got stolen i went out to tamarai with kate and noke's gang. and after kate gave me the lowdown on who was who ( noke's fiance, noke's fiance's brother, tim and his best friend, les. this isn't flowing, i'll pick up later. don't know what 's wrong with me.



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