Ana

Dairy of an Anorexic Girl
2011-09-21 02:58:41 (UTC)

Feels like A Dream

How exactly did this happen. I like him, he likes me, we both know, it's been said... how did this happen so suddenly. I've known that he liked me for quite some time now.. and that I liked him... but I would never admit it. Then today it all just poured out like a dream. I tried to leave again. I was scared. So I made up some stupid excuse when he asked me why I cut him out of my life. Then finally I stopped kidding myself.

"Okay. That was total bullshit. I actually left cause I like you.. a lot and I don't want to. You are nothing like that guy I thought I would be interested in.. but I am, and it scares me half to death. Cause my parents don't like you and I had no idea what to do. I feel like a jerk and I'm sorry for hurting you."

I didn't even mean to say this. It all happened to so quickly. I'm still kind of dazed. I don't even know what to think. I'm just.. wow. Still fairly amazed!
I think I'm going to go. I need to sleep.

Stay strong and beautiful everyone <3




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