Yumiko Kimori

Blessed With A Curse
2011-09-11 03:00:38 (UTC)

I don't care.

I just don't care anymore. Whatever happens, happens. Life doesn't mean anything to me anymore and I just have no desire whatsoever to live. I don't care what people say about me. They can say whatever the hell they want. It's probably true anyway. I hate everything, I hate the world and I'm just tired of living on lies and living this bullshit life. I'm so SICK of everyone and everything and people telling me these lies. I hate everyone around me and at this point I just feel like dropping dead. This has to be the worst night of my life and NOTHING could make it better. They expect me to be a certain way, and then are disappointed now by how I am. Like I said, I just don't care anymore. If I continue this life, I'm gonna do whatever the hell I want. All they've ever done is disappoint me and piss me off even more, so I just don't care. I feel NOTHING for them and zero empathy or compassion for them at all. Nothing makes me feel better anymore. Any happiness I have now is just like fake gold. I end up mistaking it for things getting better, but then everything comes crashing down. I have no one left to turn to, so I'm all alone once again. Whatever, I'm done.




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