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2011-08-24 13:40:00 (UTC)

....Fall, by Ed Sheeran

I fell for him, i loved him and i gave him the world. This guy who lives down south is the most amazing person in the world. he got me through my depression, and made me the happiest girl in the world. we have music, tattoos and friends and places and so much more in common and we dont argue. if we do we made up staright after. Bedroom activities were amazing, and yeah the distance was hard but we got through it. The week before last he told me he loved me. Yesterday he broke up with me because hes still in love with his ex. He says it wasent fair on me and he needs to be on his own, to get past his love for his ex before he tries to fall for someone else. we were the perfect couple, but he had only just broke up with his ex of four years, and truly belived she was his solemate but she hurt him and i hate her for that because he feels so much for somone who dosent feel the same for him. i love him. i still plan on living down south but he will have a new job by then and wont see him much. i hope he realises how good we are together, and starts to belive that she may have been his solemate at one point, but people change and that there are people like myself in his life who will do nothing but give him the world.

11 paracetamol in 15 hours, recommended dose of 8 per 24 hours, and i still feel pain. The tablets are supposed to get rid of this pain, and its not going away.

I want to sleep, i want this all to go away, and when i next wake up he will be past his love for her and he will be strong again. I love him more then anything.

The song in the title was mine and his, and i made him fall and love me, one day he may feel more and when and if he does, i will be there for him. We are perfect and like i said people change and solemates can.

ETA: Dont get back with her, she will hurt you. Fall in love with me instead because i will NEVER ever hurt you in any way. I can love you and only you unconditionally.

Another tablet later and still pain. Eaten third of a sandwhich an a choc bar.




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