Kansas Girl

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2011-08-10 06:54:16 (UTC)

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Im having a blah week. Yesterday I was busy with work more than most days. Then I went school supply shopping and ended up in tears and the only thing I can guess is I was tired, stressed, and I hated ppl lol. Today is a fat feeling day. You know those days you feel like everything you wear is 2 sizes too small even if its not. Well mine is worse....I couldnt catch my breathe, Im swollen like Im pregnant and have a headache.

I think Im partly cranky bc tomorrow was suppose to be the start of my mini vacation but I couldnt afford it so we arent going. Taking vacation days and being at home with my parents isnt a vacation....so i refuse to do it.

Im still annoyed with Rod, not so much him but his situation and some things he does/doesnt do. I dont even wanna spend the weekend over there this weekend....I just feel like I wanna be left alone. Oh well, he will deal with it or break it off, either way I dont care right now. Nice huh? Yep thats me!
I think I need to see a therepist lol. I laugh but Im being totally serious....I have self diagniosed myself with depression, low self esteem, an eating disorder, and if there's a condition where you hate all ppl I have that too :) go me!!

Ok I have to get back to work now, the calls wont make themselves nor will the letters get done themselves.




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