nin137

Nick's Journal
2011-08-02 04:11:47 (UTC)

I Love My Wife

there is no fucking doubt. she is currently watching the trashiest of all tv shows: the bachelorette. she seems genuinely interested. i love her so much.

it has been 5 years since we were married. that was the beginning of my love. it was like another frat party where people got wild.

but my love for her was slow-cooking. that first year was a ballet of failures; instances in which i tried so hard to be the perfecto.

i wasn't FULLY in love with my wife when i married her. there was alot of trepidation. yet i did it with this black cloud hanging above us.

so many people told me no. and if i remember correctly i was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too young to get married.

but i knew i felt something for this girl, through all my trials and tribulations, she would conquer my insecurities.

more than this she has been my rock for the past 5 years and i have realized something: i will give up anything to be with her. my managinging attorney didn't give me the time off and i still took it, i told her it was either i quit or i get the time off.

my win is simply with the beautiful woman i asked to marry me. i LOVE that she watches the Bachelorette and she discusses the banalities. she is perfect and i love her. 5 years hence. God I Just Keep on Realizing How Fucking Lucky I am.




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