KIM

KIMS SO CALLED LIFE.
2011-08-02 02:27:48 (UTC)

DRINKING BROUGHT US TOGETHER AND DRINKING BROKE US UP.

I AM SO HURT ONCE AGAIN.I LOVE THIS MAN AND REALLY WANTED TO MAKE THIS WORK.BUT THE DRINKING HE DOES MAKES HIM A UGLY PERSON AND I CAN'T STAND BEING AROUND HIM AT ALL.AND YOU KNOW I HAVE TRIED AND TRIED AGAIN AND AGAIN.WHY CAN'T DANIEL RELIZE IF THE LOVE HE FEELS FOR ME IS SO REAL WHY CAN'T HE CHANGE?HE WAS ALWAYS TELLING ME HOW BLESSED HE WAS TO HAVE ME AND HOW MUCH HE LOVED ME. BUT HERE AGAIN I SET WITH A BROKEN HEART AND WONDERING WHY HE LIES SO MUCH AND WONDER-ING WHY??????WE WERE PLANING A VACATION TOGETHER AND I WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.BUT MAYBE THIS IS A WARNING OF THE REAL DANIEL.I KNOW HIS MOM PUSHED HIM AWAY AND DIDN'T REALLY WANT HIM AND NOW SHE IS GONE.BUT DID THAT MESS WITH HIM MENTALLY?WHY MISTREAT ME?I GUESS THIS JUST CAN'T BE FIXED.CAUSE THE DRINKING IS A BIG PROBLEM FOR HIM AND ME.I HAD SO MANY PLANS FOR US.I KEEP WANTING TO TEXT HIM FELLING REALLY WEAK RIGHT NOW.BUT I PUT MY PHONE BACK DOWN.I KNOW I NEED TO MOVE ON AND EVERYONE SAYS IM TO GOOD FOR HIM.BUT I THINK ABOUT WHAT HE TOLD ME ABOUT HIS CHILDHOOD AND IT BREAKS MY HEART.AND MAYBE THATS WHY HE DRINKS BUT THE DRINKING COMES BETWEEN US.I KEEP ASKING MY SELF WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF.




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