ThE_DuDe (Basstorius)

ThE_DuDe Files
2001-10-10 03:26:18 (UTC)

wish it didnt have to be this way

i am so scared that oneday i will be no more. i am so
scared that one day i will be kicked out of my house. i am
scared of life itself. i live in fear thinking about 'what
happens next' and not knowing. i play the baritone
horn .and i am damn good at it. but i am scared of what
will happen to my talent in the instrument world. i am just
scared of everything. i wish some would just come and
rescue me. where is my knight. i know im a guy but when in
times of these that i am in i need a knight. and yea. bye