inmymanner

inmymanner
2011-07-26 17:22:26 (UTC)

I listen.

Tomorrow I got a first part of ielts exam. I am scared, but not nervous yet.
I enjoy watching gossip girl and listening to russian music.
I want my test to be passed with a good marks.

He writes me on fb, but only concerning exam topics.
I am fine. If I am not, I will be, it is just a matter of time.
Yes, I sit at home too much, yes I feel alone and broken, yes I am tired of preparing even if it wasn't enough. I want to be happy.. do I have a right on it?

It seems like I am a negative person, but I am not. I am able to be positive and shiny, and cute and funny.. sometimes ) Anyway, it ends in two days and I'll have to direct myself to an active lifestyle.

If I won't get the required scores, I might not be taken to the university.
What back-up plans do I have? Hmm.. maybe clearing as a chance, but it might be frustrated.
If not, than I have to make a tremendous plan for my future and take my life in my own hands! Damn, that sounds so scary.

Wish me a luck on exam. (July 27- 28)

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBSf87jId-U&feature=player_embedded]

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