ayouya16

me
2011-07-23 03:26:49 (UTC)

my life

i dont know why im writing here but i really need somebody to talk to ... my cousins came from staten island ny to visit and we had so much fun dey stayed for a week ... btw i live in ohio -__- but ya they came and left todaii and i just feel so alone :( i just wish i never moved to ohio moving here messed up my whole life

well i feel like god doesnt want me to ever be happy ... i have moved over 10 times in my life in only 15 years like its not the big moving its just i end up switching schools and sruff ... but the big move for me was last year in febuary i moved to OHIO ! like can u imagine a new yorker moving to ohio well ya im from nyc .... it really sucks like ohio is so lot 6 bro like its mad quite and people here are different den people in nyc .... ugh like i have been feeling so alone all my family and friends are in staten island and moving to shitty ohio ruwined everything ... people think its weird dat i been in ohio for a year and half and i still hate it but i really hate it sometimes i cry myself to sleep ....i feel like my whole life is done now ........... like okay im not trying to make my self look like the big shit but when i was in staten island i was known errybody knew me at school i was mad popular .. and like moving to ohio i dont know so many people here and i got mad haters everyone thinks im a bitch since im from new york but its not true seriously im so sweet like im really good hearted and im a great friend i wish i had a friend like me but w.e. i made so many friends here and i dont like any of em their all different like non of em are ghetto or anythin they talk weird and guys dress funny here like dey dont dress fresh -____- ugh ohio is just messed up i really hope to move back to new york . <3




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