Tiffany

Life,Love,Music
2011-07-19 03:05:54 (UTC)

July 19th,2011 2:41am

Evertime I start thinking about it I realize that I have never felt this way before. It's so confusing sometimes because of the way I feel. He is going to Chamberlain this year, I am so excited. I have never felt like I needed someone so much. It is like he is a drug that I have gotten addicted to. I want him in every way possible. I want to be with him relationship wise but also I want to have him. We were talking about seeing each other this week. Something else goes along with this though, we were talking about have sex. I really want to but I don't know if I am ready. He is thinking about it and might back out which I wouldn't care if he did. I know it sounds stupid saying I'm not ready especially since I am nto a virgin but it is because they people I have had sex with I don't really care about what happens with us. I am so afraid if we do he will just change and leave me again. I think we are going to if we get the chance I really want to. He means a lot to me and I think I will be fine if we do but I am not sure. I just I don't know. Antonio is really different in my eyes. I have to remember he cheated once so he might again but I don't know. I wish him and I were going back out again! I want to so bad. I think with him going to Chamberlain it will make it better and easier to be with him. I would see him during the week ( hopefully ) and it will just make everything better. (: I love Antonio Enrique Cordero(: <3




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