donkeylimb

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2011-07-13 02:36:44 (UTC)

Why can't I smile?

Sometimes I wonder if I would be happier if I cared more. Those people on T.V who always help others, they're always smiling. I'm happy with my life, very happy actually. I have no stress and very little problems. Things go wrong for me sometimes, but they go right a lot more. I have a family that loves me and my parents are still together (which is rare nowadays). We're not struggling for money, living paycheck to paycheck. I have a good education and reasonable dreams that I will one day reach. I have some friends, but not a lot. I don't need a lot. A few friends are all I need to ensure a partner in gym. My parents aren't alcoholics or abusive, they provide me with what I need and more. I don't know where I want to go in life, but I recognize the time I have to figure it out. I'm in no rush. I'm not good at many things, but I'm not going to stop doing them, not if I enjoy it. I have many fears, but many people that will protect me when I'm scared. So why then, why can't I smile?




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