Fyncie

Rambling Words
2011-07-05 08:57:32 (UTC)

One of the same with different backgrounds

We are literally one of the same people but have completely different backgrounds and upbringings. (And that we are the opposite sex too!=p )
This I never used to mind, but I'm finding myself feeling a little threatened and beneath some people....
They're the kind of folk who have swimming pools and go for posh silver spoon service lunches and lick each others arses.
He has friends who's dad's have boats in Portugal that he gets a free holiday out of.
He says he's skint and doesn't work for 6months...?? Where the fuck does he get all this money from then? MotherGoose! SO when I say I'm skint I'm actually fucked, but I don't think he's ever had to go through that so doesn't really understand.
He is the kind that has it easy and the only beef is daddy issues... typical rich kid bollocks that could be sorted if the parent would occasionally listen.
They are the kind of family the will stay in a loveless marriage because of tradition and what others would say.
They still go for the family meals because it's nice but it never is because it's always mega hectic, no one listens to one another and it all ends up in a bit row. (Doesn't sound like happy families to me!)
He goes abroad more than once a year and tries to defend it as it's not a real holiday, oh but this is a family holiday, oh I haven't seen my friends in ages- even though they are back next week I have to go to see them with mum's money, now I'm helping my friend with his dad's boat, but it's not a holiday it's work even though I know painting needs 7 coats and takes 24 hours to dry I'lll be working hard the whole time...! FUCK OFF!!! You're still sat in the sun in Portugal with your best mate and half the week is a breeeeze, You're still skiing and away from Wales getting things paid for by parents. You're seeing our friends because mum gave you more money getting wrecked with them and again being away from Wales.... YES THESE ARE CLASSED AS HOLIDAYS!!!!

SO DON'T YOU DARE TURN AROUND TO ME THEN AND SAY YOU MIGHT ONLY BE ABLE TO SPARE A WEEKEND OVER THE SUMMER TO SPEND TIME WITH ME WHEN YOU'VE SPENT WEEKS AND WEEKS ON HOLIDAY WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!
And Yes this does make me feel like I'm on the back burner funnily enough! The fact you can't see why this would hurt me or annoy me is beyond me!

I just need to remember that this is how he is, this is how he was raised, this is how fucking different we really are to each other. Fucking worlds apart. Worlds apart......




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