Jan

My life in the making
2011-07-01 20:48:52 (UTC)

An actual sentimental diary entry.. whattha..?

...Okay. So. Theres only TWO things I cannot admit to anyone.... no matter how hard i try, and when the oppertunity comes.. I can't.
Thats me giving Jackson head...
and me being molested as a child.

I regret giving him head.
I hate that I didn't tell anyone that I was molested, i couldve saved my mom heart break, and my cousin also being a victim.

Story
Jackson. As you might know... we made out in Dylans moms car one time. And it was at a foot ball game, and.. he just kept begging, and he'd promise he'd leave me alone if i did it.. and i mean.. you know.... I was young! Well I was 14, but still. I regret it, because.. Even though I still have my virginity, i WILL NOT admit it to anyone! I can't! I don't know why I just.. its such a big regret...

Molested. My brothers dad, molested me, the first night I met him... he was.. taking pictures of me and kept touching me in innapropiate places, white taking innapropirate pictures. I can't belive i'm writing this I have never told anyone, and I can't! I just can't, just like the Jackson thing.

I'll deny each one of them to everyone, no matter what.

Does that make me weak?




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