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inner workings of me
2011-06-29 08:26:06 (UTC)

life

I wanted to get on here everyday to work through everything in my head but as per usual i have put it of to make sure im doing what everyone else wants..... I crack myself up. The amount of times i have said im going to put me first, im going to get tougher yadda yadda yadda. Well all i can do is say it again, and hope that this time it sticks.

Work has been interesting... One of the other managers ( who is my equal i might add) has been acting like a real dick. He actually pulled me aside ON THE SHOP FLOOR IN LISTING DIDTANCE OF TEAM MEMBERS and started to have a go at me. Tried to put me down and make me feel inferiour to him. Douche!!! I stood up to him and bit back which he REALLY didnt like. I can honestly say it doesnt bother me. I will not allow him, or anyone to put me down at work. I earn't my title as a manger, and if he cant handle that tough luck. I was warned about him before i got there and i was told that he will not be too welcoming because i am a female. What the hell!!! Sooo sorry that i believe myself to be equal to a man. Its not my problem that he has been in the retail industry for almost 20 yrs, i have been in it for a total of 8 yrs and we are at the same level!! Maybe he should take a look at himself?????
Why is it that some people cant see that they are the hurdle in their life that they need to overcome? I know im mine...i just dont quite know how to fix it :$. These ppl infureate me!!!

The good news is i know what i want to do with my life a bit more now...I know i want to be a writer, and i will get published, but i also want to work in design. Maybe as a graphic designer??? I think i will like it. I cant do anything about it at the moment due to a severe lack of finances, but its been put on top of my need to do list.
There is so much more in my head that i want to get out (now ive opedned the flood gates), but after being sick for 3 days my appitite has just returned with a vengence, and i really need to get some dinner made.

So until next time . . . . . . .

Oh and ive lost 1.6 kilos whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!




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