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2011-06-17 23:44:39 (UTC)

playing the new Alice game...

So being back at home I figured Id fall right to sleep, since I haven't really slept all week. But...no. A friend of mine got me the new Alice game and I love it. After playing it for awhile I started looking up more Alice info. In the game the Cheshire cat gives you clues but every clue he gave me felt as if they were clues to something else...I may be getting was past sleepy but I felt as tho he was trying to tell me something. It really made me think. I have been a very bad girl by going against my true nature. I hurt because I fight myself and I refuse the hands that reach out to help me. I have done a lot of thinking this week and I am sorry for being bad. I want to be good and make everyone happy again. I need guidance and acceptance. I am sorry for neglecting my journal and I am going to do better. I didn't realize how important it really is and I was very bad to not write just because I didn't feel like it. I don't want to fight myself anymore, I want to find my place serving my Daddy. Cheshire cat told me so :) and I very much aggree.




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