Ms.OutCast

Pretty Hard Life Of Mine
2011-06-11 00:28:14 (UTC)

Emotional Period (Month Full of Crap 2)


Well I've got another month load worth of crap and a couple of good days. Well... to tell you the truth, I forgot most of the month but either way it, was boring and nothing out of the ordinary. Except this one time. Ms. Goodie and Attitude got into a little argument. To tell you the truth, it was entertaining. It was very surprising how Goodie-Goodie can talk like a real bitch. She really spoke her mind. They were going at it for 5 minutes and there goes to the entertainment. The rest on of the entire time, they were mad at each other. I can't believe how Double G can change. She went from good, sweet and irky to pretty much a wannabe,ghetto bitch. Unfortunately, the next day I had to go on the trip with her and Fakey. Actually, I barely had a friend on the trip. I mean the girl who hangs out with the three misses and a mister was actually nice enough to hang out with me. So it wasn't a completely wasteful day.

Anyway, while we was heading to the place, I COULD HAVE SWORN I heard Double G said that she hate Attitude to Fakey. I know this will be the end to the three misses. I mean I didn't want to ruin their friendship (shocker, I know) but I went ahead and tell Attitude through facebook. She got mad. But what backfired was that she mentioned my name in a text message to Fakey. Apparently and obviously, Fakey went ahead and told Double G. So Double G felt she was going to confront me. To tell you the truth, I was hoping for a fight. I really wanted to punch her in the face and stomped her out instead we just talk (it sucks. I know).In the end, the three misses were still friends. It's funny though. They are best friends but yet they talk bad about each other. But hey, that's their friendship not mine.

***SARCASM ALERT*** YAY FOR FRIENDSHIPS!

Then we have presentation week at my school (ugh, too long to explain). So when it came to Double G presentation, she was going to invite her best friend in the entire world (wait for it). It was this black girl that I used to be best friend with but she was too fake for me and she only become friends with whoever have the hottest drama out or popular. So let's call her Ms. AttentionSeeker. Yup, instead of inviting the two other missed, she invited AttentionSeeker. Everybody was mad. It was enjoyable. I was happy.

Then one time, the AttentionSeeker was absent and poor Double G was all alone. It was an awesome moment. She was bored, alone, depressed, and had to walk around the room to find people to talk to. I kept eyeballing her to see what will she do next. It was VERY entertaining.

Anyway now that school is near the end, I just don't care about anything anymore. Even my mom don't care if I don;t go to school here and there. This week, I've barely went to school except today. Well I have a reason why I didn't go to school barely this week. It's because I went on a school trip to a camping area. It was an awesome trip. My group had a cute, young, and awesome camp counselor. And when it became night, he became so dark that we had to use flashlights. It was like a flashlight tag outside and it was fun. My group went swimming in a lake, learned archery, and even rock climbing. We even had a little camp fire. It was fun while it lasted. I was hoping we can stay longer but we couldn't. -Sigh- Good times, Pretty good times.

I went to school today (with my old box braids). It was surprisingly a pretty fun school day. Although I had my old, thirsty box braids in, it wasn't a dreadful day at all. Now my box braids is took out but only problem. My mom told the people who took out my hair to cornrow it. Now I look like a total boy. I look ugly. I have to wait till this upcoming Thursday to get a perm for prom. But after prom and graduation, I have to return back to braids. -__________________- I hate braids. It's disgusting and crap. I want my hair blow in the wind not it being suffocated in some pattern in my braids. I want my scalp to feel the breeze. Not be tightened and itchy and begging for air. Besides that don't make any sense. Why would a person waste a good perm?

This is why I don't want my mother have anything to do with my hair. She don't know what she is doing. She don't even let me have a voice in this. Even if I had a voice in it, she wouldn't listen. It's either her way or the highway. I'll never win. I also have to have braids when I go to my new high school. Braids always made me feel ugly. So I'm guessing this year and a little bit from last year, I will never feel pretty nor breeze in my permed hair.

Anyway, let's talk about family drama. The guy (my father) called me stupid. So this is what happened. I asked the guy if he can buy me food. He got me the food and was on his way to the house. Now, I TOLD HIM that I was going to take a shower. I made sure of that. Next thing you know, he called and yelled at me saying I'm stupid for taking a shower when I knew he was on his way to my house. How am I stupid for doing such a thing? So that pissed me off. So I just grabbed my food and left him. Then I was so mad for him to call me stupid.

Next, he called me again. I didn't even want to talk to him. I said if he says I'm stupid, I'm not going to answer the phone and act like I don;t know how to use it since I'm "stupid". So I ignore him multiple times. Then it was starting to get on my nerves. (PS I still haven't forgive him about the whole pregnancy thing). So I answered it and he said I was so stupid, it's unbelievable and yelled at mew again to get something. He keeps on pissing me off. I swear I dislike him.Well I'm done with this. I guess I'll write another time.

Bye Bye and Stay Olly Olly Oxen Free,
Ms. Outcast




Ad: