Joan

Chapter 34.5
2011-05-27 21:54:29 (UTC)

I did it

I wrote him the last letter I will write. I put it with an awesome letter I typed from lyrics from Keith Anderson's song "I Still Miss You". I used different fonts and colors and love how it turned out.
the letter I wrote was 2 full pages of handwriting - which i hate so I think that added a smidge of goodness.
I dropped it off in his mailbox, along with his mail and sent him a test (to which he hasn't replied to my last 8 text messages, last reply was May 20 with a "Yes"). Oohey.

I think what is making it slightly more okay with it and even mad at him, is that L called him today asking to come over or for him to come over or something and Colby said he would after he fixed his car... but never did. I guess the boys even called him again and left a message. That sucks. So much for them being important or loving them. That is BS.

I hope the boys are okay and stronger than I am. Treat me like dirt, but don't treat the kids like that.

aaand, I don't get M next weekend :( Her mother's sister is getting married and it is an entire weekend ordeal. BUMMER!

I'm home and going to watch a movie and chill. Have NO plans this weekend. Hope to get some significant things done around the house and have some magical plans come together.




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