Yumiko Kimori

Blessed With A Curse
2011-05-26 00:55:26 (UTC)

Hero/Heroine

Yesterday I hadn't talked tuuh Jake in about 2-3 days. I got a surprise that day. It waz after guitar practice and I actually got a text from him. And he acted lyk hao he used tuuh minus the fact that we were broken up. N yeh. I felt lyk I waz gonna die at first cuz he talked about his slut(gf), but he started talkin bout other stuff thankfully. All those feelings of regret, hurt, all of that came back up when I read that text. =/ At least he cared enough about me to actually hit me up for once. But wen I start conversations with him, he's back tuuh being vague and boring. The kind of douchey Jake that doesn't give a shit about anything. About trying to get him back tho, I think I mite still hav a chance. I'm kinda split in half about it tho. Half really wants tuuh get him back, and half just says fuck it and wants tuuh move on. But idk yet. Time will tell I guez.

So Jake has this friend named Mikey who's in my grade. Mikey has a brother named Alex who's in Jake's grade (a grade lower than me). Mikey's a player and I hav a couple stories about him that I'll share later cuz I'm kinda tired n yeh. Alex isn't really a player but haz still had hiz share of girlfriendz. Now I've talked tuuh Alex a couple times and all that but we're not lyk really good friendz. Well today he lyk randomly chatted me on facebook n yeh. I kinda thought thiz a little before, but now I think he might hav a little bit of a crush on me which is kinda adorable. xD Idk if I'd go out with him tho. All I kno iz tht guys in the grade below me are lyk fucking ADORABLE az hell n itz kinda funny in a way. I guez thtz y I've gone for them a lot. Anyway, I guez thts another thing tuuh look forward tuuh. I think I wuld really enjoy getting tuuh kno Alex tho. I think he's a really nice guy n he waz one of tha ones who didn't try tuuh break me n Jake up n he didn't call me emo. But yeh.

Sooo..TTYL.
~Yumiko

"I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time
Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine"
~Boys Like Girls




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