Mau_Lover

Weird Friends and Random Love Quotes
2011-05-25 00:06:23 (UTC)

I must be going nuts!

God, I'm an insane, horny, dumbass - just putting that out there before I go on with this entry that explains why I'm an insane, horny dumbass.

I'm dating Kris but I'm not stupid. I know she's dating me to spite Cody, that she has no real feelings beyond the sisterly ones we've always shared, it becomes quite obvious when she's always talking about how she wants to fuck him. But I'm going to stick with her until she ends it, because there's at least a possible future of some sort with her.

The real problem is that I still want to fuck with him. He and I did a lot of stupid stuff, but that's the whole job of a horny teen couple - right? Anyway, he normally infuriates me with his jackass-ness but he and I started texting eachother again. I already said in my previous entry that he offered to be my fuck-buddy - but it was just a sleazy joke. Well, he and I were texting, and as usual it was totally perverted. He brought up that it might not be a joke, that it could be serious. I told him that he was nuts, that it was a game we were both playing along to.

Somehow, I can't remember exactly what was said, we started talking serious. He would joke that he "wanted something better than cake ;)" and I'd joke back "it's still here ;)" We started talking about how we could be friends that have casual interactions - no commitment, no "I love you". We talked about where we could meet. It was pretty subtle for a while, then this Sunday he said he was out and about Towne Point but it took me forever to get outside and when I got to the field he was on the other side. He didn't try to talk to me so I sat there reading after a while though, I walked over to him. He said "Go around like you're walking home and meet me at the trailhead - my grandma thinks I'm jogging around Beacon Place"

So, being the idiot that I am I walked around the block, flipping the old bitch off, and met him at the trail head. He and I started talking about my hair, which was curled because I had it french braided for a day and a half. He started that conversation actually, asking me what the hell happened. There was no "lovey dovey" hand holding, but I did try to beat him up with my book. He dodged and we did that for a while in the middle of the street, then Sarah called and said I needed to get home to fold laundry. That wasn't pleasant, at all.

After that grueling task we started texting again. At first we talked about why I didn't go up to him first thing, then about how it wou;d've been fun. After that he said "Hell yeah, I wanna suck your cunt so bad" and I replied "And there goes subtlety!" a he said "There's no need for subtlety when the girl is as sexy and horny as you" It got bad with him offering a full body massage and to eat me out again. We talked about when and where we could meet up to play. We're hoping for this weekend.

Now, the hard part. I'm still dating Kris. I love her, I have for a while, but all my desire for her drops when she talks about him. Also, we had a deal before we started dating that if either of us got the oppurtunity we would go for it. Well to get the opinion of a person who was not likely to scream at me and run to Kris - like a girl would - I talked to Tyler. He and I talk about all kinds of stuff. When he was dating Molly all his questions were directed to me, same with her. Anyways, I knew I could trust him so I talked to him about it. He said "With most guys, they'd stab their best friend for two hours with a girl that they could have sex with. And if you already made the deal, I say go for it." He's cool about most things, and today he and I were walking from the bus stop and he whispered "have fun this weekend" and winked. It's cool to have a guy friend again. They're not high strung like girl friends and I can trust him.




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