CaptainAkwardtotheruinnotrescue

Tales of a Highschool Nothing
2011-05-20 20:22:21 (UTC)

looking down.

Every one's got a life, so what about mine?
I don't know if i'll get one, especially if the world is ending tomorrow ( supposably) like everyone has everything and for my family its always just alittle too much, im always being selffish when everyone gets it with a simple please.
My moms mad at me now, because she wanted me to ride her bike with her and i was going to but my bike is like ancient so i needed to blow up the tires. She huffed off and went without me so i tryed to fix my bike for a while but when it didn't work i gave up, and she tryed to play it off like she ddidnt leave without me. phhf, please i havent done anything to you i didn't even wake you up this morning so if you want to be mad at me thats your problem and im not dealing with me.
And then when ray left she called him a fucking idiot. really, like divorce him if its such a problem and i always have to freaking deal with it. I'm done with that too. Next time she starts one of her rants thats wat im going to say. because im so tired of this stupid cycle.
Oh and then theres this stupid thing where Denilex and Nicholle dont like me hanging oput with my other friends. Like so what if they follow me some times so what if they're near me sometimes thats what friends are other then just making fun of you for you race which is something you can never change. But I won't say any of that, I'll just let it settle.
im just so sick of everything!
Im sick of myself!
and just everything the world has to offer that isn't good!
my life left a while back.
I'm not sure if it will ever come home again.




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