Lost Soul

~This Crazy Life Of Mine~
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2011-05-16 20:43:48 (UTC)

Jus wanna scream!!!

so this is the first time im using this so my thoughts and what not are going to be all over the place. Dont judge what u read because they are my thoughts and feelings and nobody is forceing u to read them! Anyway, im going to be honest... my life like many is a mess. I dont know whats up and whats down anymore. I'm head over heels in love with my ex husband and im not sure why!!!??? We are no longer married for a reason but we have some how found our way back to one another yet again. If it hadnt been for our beautiful 3yr old son we may not have been in this boat right now. But by no means is it a problem that we are "seeing" each other again. We had a good thing at one time. Other wise we wouldnt have gotten married right.?? Well maybe, maybe not. We did marry at a very young age... I was just bearly 18 and he was 19. But that dont have anything to do with anything cuz it was almost 6yrs ago and we are grown up now... But we havent been together for almost 2 1/2yrs and its been hard... shortly after our divorce was done n over with he went and got married AGAIN!! What in the world he was thinkin idk but he did. And now yet again hes ending that marriage as well. BUT, he was warned B4 he married her that she wasnt right in the head but he didnt listen! As much as i want to say "I TOLD YOU SO!!!" I cant... I dont have the heart to say it to him... (he knows it now thou) Anyway, We are spending tons of time together and its just amazing!! I missed so much having him around and I got that back!! But everyone is so againest it. But I just dont care!!! I'm 24yrs old and I can handle my own now. I know they mean well but still! Enough is Enough! Im going to do what I want, when I want, and how I want!!! Anyway, things are crazy right now. Hes in the middle of his divorce and we are working are way up. Im very very happy with him but sick of everyone thinking they know whats best for me and my child!!!