If Only

Miss Complicated
2011-05-14 23:29:50 (UTC)

Me!

Hello!
Seems like I have not been able to keep up my promise of writing in here all that often... I had been busy, but there were certainly days when i wanted to write but ... I could'nt! Anyway.. I have been having a really hard time here... and its getting worse everyday,.. Everything is just slipping out of my hands.. its one of those times when I wish I could just fade away and disappear but can life be that easy? Certainly not!I always knew I was difficult but now its getting worse.. Or maybe I am just not with the right people! I am really happy that I came to this place, this place gave me a LOT! Sonam is one person I am truly happy to have as a friend.. I will certainly not blame anyone but myself for the situation I am in.. The only thing I blame the people here is that they don't treat everyone equally.... I have issues and I acknowledge this fact.. but who does'nt? Why can't they accept their problems?
Why do people not try and understand that I don't want to be like this..
but that is ME! and damn it I don't care what these people think.. People who know me, know that I am AWESOME! I don't want these double-faced loosers tell me what to be... I will always be ME! and I know for sure that any day I am much better human being than them! So be it!




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