akarinah

My 6 month journey
2011-05-14 06:57:25 (UTC)

Day 2

Easier. i have yet to accommodate myself to this new life, we're both now living. but i cant lie, today was awhole lot easier then day 1, that, was tough. i doubt it'll get any easier from here on, for i will only start to miss you more, but i will become accustom to it. writing everything down, does seem to help. the things i wish i could tell you, i write them down here, so once this is all done with, i will show you. at least i have you at work, i get to see you and talk to you, better then nothing. God, i miss you. i should be over right now, at your house watching tv, and eating some type of food, or being out back with you, sitting on your lap, while you smoke a cigarette. i even miss that. i miss kyla, and you mom, weird to say, but i miss your friends. i gte a kick out of your friends low faith in our love, its probably because they've never felt like this, and, i highly doubt anyone ever has, ha. but yes, i can't wait for the day we can prove them wrong. today you told me that you were concern about isaiah getting out so soon, it was quite cute, your concern about such insignificant person. i love you and only you, you should know this by now. you should be one hundred and ten percent sure that i do, indeed love you with all that iam. if i didn't love you, i wouldn't be here. i would've left a while ago. but i am here, going through this painful journey with you, and i will stay, until we have reached our destinantion. you have nothing to worry about, no one, to worry about. you are all i have eyes for, the only one, and it will remain like this until the end of time, sweetie. well, im tired. and i have to wake up a tad bit earlier tomorrow, im hanging out with jackie. i love you, baby, so very much and i can't wait till i get to hold your hand, and kiss your shoulder, like i used to. i love you, goodnight, babylove.




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