Lovely

lovely
2011-05-11 02:43:03 (UTC)

Why me?

all i ever really wanted was my parents. My dads never been around and I all TRULY want is him. My mom is not really around and she has recently taken $500 from my bank account. and she a
ways wants to hang out with hrt boy friend & i hate that shit! I just want my parents and I feel so stupid for wanting what I knw I cant have. I also found out today that my mom recieives $660.00 a month from my dad and I dont appreciate that at all! Ive been si stressed out lately that I havent gotten my period in 2 months and my sexual abuse nightmares only get worse. AT first they were every night, I would wake up crying or something. Then it was every other night now I its every night and i can feek him touching on me abd I sometimes feel he`s gonna hurt me when he comes home. I dont wanna be a victim. I dont wanna be a survivor either. Knowing that I encountered all that crap hurts me in the worst wats ever.




Ad: