Mackenzie - Grace

my teenage drama story
2011-05-09 14:29:55 (UTC)

Is this normal?:/

Okay so, like i said in my last post, i cant stand seeing my bestfriend and my ex-boyfriend together. It kills me, i want to cry my eyes out most of the time. But now im back at school, im realising that im hardly getting any sleep at night, i've been eating nearly nothing for the last week, and i can tell i've lost weight from it. Im always feeling sick when im in school. Im having serious serious mood swings, and each one is worse than the last one, one minuate i can feel on top of the world, being all happy, smiley. Then the next i feel like crap, i want to cry and cry. I cant consentrate in class, i couldnt read something today, because i really cant consentrate, i get disracted by my own thoughts. I've cryed every single day this last week. And im always so paranoid of everything. And i've noticed all this in the last week. Please if anyone has actually read this far, can you message me saying whats up with me? because my friend is in exactally the same position as me, but with her best friend and ex-boyfriend, she's been feeling everything that im feeling but my mood swings have been alot stronger than hers, but she thinks i actually have depression. Shes going to talk to her friend about it all because he has depression. But can someone tell me if i do? just from what i've said on here?
thank you<3




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