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FrEaK oN a LeAsH
2011-05-07 07:10:07 (UTC)

Home Again, Bitch is Stupid Still

Been home for a day now, I enjoy being with my family.
It has been quiet some time since I wrote here, months of writing papers has gone by.

From my facebook:
My three youngest nephews came down with my parents and Nana yesterday and I was so happy for their help. They cut about 5 hours off the moving process. Sadly, Bubba didn't come but RonCow and Cassondra Pumpkin--the darling hamsters--need to be watch through the day.

Aaron was lifting things for me to sweep, Shawn was dusting, and Chris was carrying things out.

I know their dad would be so proud that they helped, hell he would've been there helping too.

I started crying hearing Shawn yell, "My bridge!" for the first time in two years. I missed them so much.

This school year class wise was my hardest, I felt I would break from all the school work--Papers, readings, studying taking up so much of my time. I felt Ron right there with me, pushing me to finish everything. He wanted to help me through college and I know he's always been there for me.

Nick,Jacob, thanks for the help yesterday.

Boys, I'm glad y'all loved the campus, got to go see the library. I promise Shawn, one more year and then I'm going to be home for a long time.
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I posted this today, well yesterday now.
My sister has made a fool of us and herself again. I have that too, before she "unfriended" me.
Facebook:

WHEN I SAID NO I *?#!N MEANT IT
by Cassondra on Thursday, May 5, 2011 at 2:04pm
My parents and siblings don't care what I say! They picked up the kids and went to Kerrville to get my sister from college. I said the other day they couldn't go, yet they did it again and disrespected my wishes!!! They have done this since Ron and I had children! They have let them watch shows I didn't want them to and more. They must hate me alot! I have been crying since I found this out and said alot of awful words! I can't eat cuz I'm so pissed! Once of these days the kids and I are gonna go so far away and have nothing to do with them that they just might regret how they have treated me over the past several years! DAMN I MISS RON SO MUCH!!! HE WOULD NOT STAND FOR THEIR SHIT! THEY AREN'T GONNA BE ON THE SCHOOL PICK UP LIST NEXT YEAR FOR SURE! I DON'T HAVE MY BROTHER ON THERE THIS YEAR. *?#! IS ALL I GOT TO SAY ABOUT IT! AARON HAS A GAME TONIGHT THEIR ASSES BETTER BE BACK! (MORE BAD WORDS)

ALSO, IF YOU CAN READ THIS, YOU ARE STILL MY FREIND ON FB AND I HAVE NOT HIDDEN IT FROM YOU.

I CAN SEE THINGS ARE NOT GONNA GET BETTER WITH THEM FOR A LONG TIME.

POST A PIC OF MY MOM AS MY PROFILE FOR MOTHER'S DAY...HELL NO! I WILL NOT!!! THERE ARE OTHER MOTHERS OUT THERE WHO I'D PUT THERE INSTEAD!

IF YOU READ THIS, THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME. YES, I HAVE DELETED MY PARENTS, SISTER AND AUNT FROM FRIENDS LIST. I HID THIS FROM MY CHILDREN SINCE THEY DON'T NEED TO SEE IT AND DAD PLAYS THEIR GAMES DURING THE DAY SO HE WOULDN'T SEE IT.

I DON'T SPEAK TO MY AUNT MUCH SINCE SHE YELLED AT ME SEVERAL MONTHS AGO ABOUT HOW I AM TREATING MY PARENTS. SHE SAID, " ARE YOU LETTING GO OF RON OR ARE YOU FORGETTING ALL THE THINGS YOUR PARENTS HAVE DONE FOR YOU? YOU ARE IRRESPONSIBLE AND JUST LEAVE THE KIDS WITH YOUR PARENTS WHENEVER YOU FEEL LIKE IT. THEY DO SO MUCH FOR YOU. YOU DON'T SEE THAT. YOU JUST RUN OFF LIKE A TEENAGER WITH ROBERT AND DO WHAT YOU FEEL LIKE. YOU SHOULD TAKE CARE OF YOUR PARENTS. "

OK, NOW YOU SEE WHY I FEEL THE WAY I DO.

AND FOR MY AUNT TO SAY WHAT SHE SAID...FOR ONE, I WILL NEVER LET GO OF RON AND IF YOU KNOW ME, YOU KNOW THAT IS TRUE! WHY DO I ACT LIKE A TEENAGER? WELL, MY PARENTS WILLINGLY WATCH MY CHILDREN WHEN I GO ON A DATE OR OVER TO ROBERTS. I ALWAYS ASK FIRST. IF NOT, THE KIDS COME WITH ME. ROBERT DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE KIDS HANGING OUT WITH US EVER! WHEN RON AND I HAD KIDS, WE DIDN'T GO OUT UNLESS WE LIED TO THEM THAT WE WERE "GOING TO THE GROCERY STORE OR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING". THEY DIDN'T WANT TO WATCH MY KIDS...ANOTHER REASON I QUIT WORKING OUTSIDE THE HOME.

OK, I THINK I AM DONE FOR NOW. I AM GONNA GO DO HOUSEWORK OR YARDWORK.

LOVE YOU THAT PRAY FOR THE KIDS AND ME. IT MEANS ALOT. THANK YOU.

LOVE,

CASSONDRA
Facebook status:
well, parents, sister and three of my kids are not home yet. I took Matthew and Jeffrey to dinner, then we came back and did yard work. They cleaned up and threw trash and broken stuff in the dumpster while I mowed most of the front of my yard (acre) with a push mower...good exercise and if I keep that up I will be losing more weight too :)
Jennifer-- That's kind of late for a school night to not be home with your kids yet. I would be tempted to threaten calling the cops.
18 hours ago • Like

Cassondra
Yeah it is. My sister text me earlier in the evening to say that she was glad the kids came to help or they would have been there alot longer loading. I told her that they could have taken all the time they needed without my children. Aaron had a game, he missed it. He is the catcher! He loves baseball! They have been gone all day. Oh and to top it off, they picked up my kids at school this morning about 10:30 Jeffrey told me cuz they asked him if he wanted to go and he said no cuz he was going on his "Fun Friday Field Trip" on a Thursday (because of good grades and citizenship). He said the excuse they told the kids was that I would not be home cuz I was at Robert's. I was there until this morning but I got stuff to do at home ya know. They flat out lied. And, my sorry ass brother has been home all day anyway so their story still didn't add up. Let me see how this weekend goes, then day by day is how I will take it. No dates this weekend for sure! I hope I don't have to call the cops on them!

my babies are home now :) letting them stay over there with them cuz they are tired and walk wont be so far. I will see them in the morning before they get on bus! I am thankful for everyone who cares about us! It means alot to me. Thanks!

16 hours ago via Mobile Web • Like •
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I can promise that if she does call the cops, I will PERSONALLY see that her children are taken from her. Her house is reason enough, the fact that she spends 4 or more days a week at her boy-toy's place with out her children.

If she ever disrespects my mother again, I will knock her face in, I don't care who's around to see it or if I get arrested--she deserves much more than that I know for sure.

She wants to forget the past and live for her own self pleasures now, what is she going to do when Karma bites her in the ass and those boys won't help her for shit.
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We will be moving because we can't make the $1100 payments on this house each month, she doesn't help and make fools out of us all--mainly herself. Any friend who states the obvious to her (her ability to keep the children out until 1030-11pm on a school night, for example) are silenced.

She lives in a reality that has no place for family, truths, and anything else deemed unsuitable.




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