Arod

Yeah I'm Me
2011-05-02 21:30:03 (UTC)

Blossom of Love

John Anthony Solana

Wow… I never thought I would ever be with John again. It seems like a dream. When we started talking again I thought nothing of it. You know a few movies here and there in a Netflix party, a couple of Halo Swat games nothing too big. Then when the guy I was hanging around with broke it off with me I was in tears and basically hysterical. I was in an Xbox Live party with my friend Alex and he kept saying “What’s wrong Alisa?” and I just kept crying and crying. Then, John joined the party out of nowhere. He was shocked I was crying and he kept telling me “It’s going to be okay. He must be gay to leave you.” He made me feel a little bit better.
The week went on like normal blah blah blah. When the weekend came we started watching movies together at night. That’s what we did for the entire weekend. So it kind of became a routine for us. That went on for weeks. We started talking on the phone more often and texting a bunch more. Someday, somehow we said that we still loved each other. From then on our relationship escalated.
Just yesterday he asked me to be his girlfriend. He loves me with all his heart and soul and he is always talking about how he wants to marry me and he can’t wait for me to become Mrs. Solana. I love him and I’m really happy. I thought I was happy with Emanuel and I thought I loved him for real. But, I just realized. Emanuel wasn’t meant to be my man. He was meant to be Adrienne’s man and John is meant to be mine. John is always talking about how its fate for us to be together forever. I’m not going to lie, I do believe him. I’m a sophomore in high school about to be a junior and I haven’t been with John since 7th grade. I’m always saying how I can’t believe that we still have these feelings for each other after all these years. It’s about to be three years since I’ve laid eyes on him. I miss him so much.
I came across some pictures I took of him when we went to “Six Flags” in 7th grade for band. He looks so different now, older and handsome. I feel like this is a dream come true. I love him with all of my heart and soul just like he says to me. He is my Honey Bunny and I his Baby Girl.
Arod.




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