Morena

My way of living
2011-05-02 05:29:55 (UTC)

first day

it's 2:30 am. today i don't have school. i'm bored as you can see.
here's the thing, i LOVE boys, i always need to think about someone, i dream awake, i always dream of being with someone, talking or kissing. i dream with drama scenes (they all finish good) where i'm the protagonist, and there are cute boys too. and maybe we discuss, and at the end he kisses me. or we are talking, and he suddenly kisses me. i sound totally desesperated about boys, i sound as if i were the type of girl who goes dancing and finishes in someone's bed. but i'm not like that. i have the best family (well today i discussed with my mum), i have 5 best friends, and a lot more of friends, i only kiss boys i really like. but i have this thing i can't discribe, that makes me A-D-O-R-E boys. I'M NOT A SLUT!!! hate this feeling. i'm thinkin about my ex a lot lately, and that makes me remember how happy i was when we were together. but i can't go over him again. he kissed one of my bff more than once. and he is a completely fool. but i feel i need that SOMEONE. someone who really loves me, someone that my dad aprove, someone that my mum adore, someone that my sisters like. it can't be so difficult, right? plase get in touch with me if you are that someone, or if this happens to you too ;D




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