angel

angel thoughts
2011-04-29 23:27:53 (UTC)

Sugar and spice...

...and everything nice. Those are the ingredients used to create a perfect lil girl :)
But...now that I am made, what is to become of me. Somewhere is my Daddy creating a world just for me...a safe world in which I can play and explore. A world created by Him filled only with the things he wants for me. A large world for me to spend forever in, always learning...yet this complete world is in His control. Every move I make I am under his watchful eye and protective hand. In this world there are still lessons for me to make mistakes and learn from and acheivements to glow in. The only dark places in this world are the areas reserved for my punishments and discipline. But those areas are still under his protection and guidance, and after those times I am released back into my loving playground. Once I step into this world which was created just for me, I am His. Matters of the outside world no longer concern me. My only concern is pleasing Him. Following his every word and guidance. He knows what is best for me and I must trust and release control . In by doing so I will then be allowed complete peace and happiness. The only fear left would be the fear of disappointing Him...yet by releasing control to him even tho I will still feel that fear...I will learn that he understands that I will displease him at times, even times I am unaware of and that because He is a good Daddy He is also a Dom...He will discipline my behavior firmly and mold me into a perfect lil angel. I will worship him more, knowing that he has invested much into me...from lessons, proper disciplines, training my body to please him in anyway that He needs and my mind to remain focused on the tasks He gives me. The gift of my submission is what I offer to be allowed into this world He so carefully created for me . He does not want His angel to play out in the cold dark world. He wants to keep me safe and under His guidance. And tho I know that His world is where I belong I am still a lil scared to enter. One fear is being kicked out once I find the strength to enter...and the other is knowing that once I do enter there is no going back, I will become trained in His world, molded to His liking. I am scared to find out I may not be a good lil girl...and then all of my dreams and fantasies will have been wasted. I just need to know that I am indeed a good lil girl and that I am trainable. I want to know my potential, if I am a diamond in the ruff...or just a very lost lil girl.....




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