brysanutt

In My own words
2011-04-22 23:44:00 (UTC)

Where do we begin..??

I love the fucking shit out of my Munchie... Nicole. The cutest ill devil I know. I don’t know what she sees in me I don’t get why shed even want to continue this thing if all she is miserable. She reminds me every day or so about how stupid she is for getting with me and how fat I am and by having no sexual appetite for me anymore ( its all so boring) We used to be inseparable, there was a time when This Nicole of mine was my best friend and always made me smile and laugh..I feel deep in love with her after a year or so of some very intense closeness...I loved her and had never touched her...it was a very speacil feeling...she meant so much to me she seemd so innocent and sweet she was always nice and humourous....all the way across the country..Webcam love (nothing sexual at first) I met her online...where alot of lonley people spend chatting...searching for something...anything... go. I had allot of online romances in town here that usually were one night stands or notecase women who show up at my work trying to kill me. Lots of married women looking for that divine hammer...who never stalked me just went back home to hubby. But with Nicole it was different...she was my buddy...I could talk to her for hours and not think a sexuall thing about her...she was and still is so cute and huggable...like my little sister..This chick was my buddy...she would give me advice and tell me jokes and make fun of me It was really nice to have that at that time in my life...someone who gave me warm fuzzies..Someone who made me smile...a female who I could love with my whole heart and not be thinking about seducing her all the damn time>I was happy just to Chat with Nicole and watch her on webcam go about her day..We were both married to someone else. Both of us not real happy in our marriages much at all but never bringing it up. I’m skipping forward... there was once almost TOO Much Affection Ill brings up bits and pieces of how good her affection towards me was... But I think ill stick to the things she does today...I have to vent Id love to get back to where we were 3 years ago... it was so warm and loving...I wish we could start over Ill go into detail as I go with this thing..Ill detail the things Nicole and I gave up to be together the things we lost...and the most intense and romantic things between us...It’s a good read for those who like to read... all in honesty real life it helps me vent.




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