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2011-04-21 21:50:00 (UTC)

April 21, 2011 - Life is Good

Dear Diary,

Quick update..... [hopefully]

April 11, 2011 -
[91st -- 108 but 19th]
Talked to my GWSS counselor. She is willing to let me write a statement for a Hardship withdraw for a grade that shouldn't appear on my transcript. *sigh* Hope it gets accepted.

April 12, 2011 -
[92nd -- 109 but 20th]
Today we had our back-to-back talk. I was waiting for the words to come out of his mouth as my hair covered my face like it always does when I don't want anyone to see my cry. He didn't say it but he had hinted it but he waited for my reply.

I couldn't think anymore after that until Tori's words and last nights thoughts hit me. I wouldn't be able to live without Hung. The thought of not seeing each other is already bad.. but to think that we would be living with a single status.. and the thought of him with another girl. I would bawl my eyes out if that were to happen. Tori's words played in my head.. "Hung's not like all those typical douchy guys. Give him some credit and some slack." That's what I told him. And he told me that he believes in me. That we, can make things work.

April 13, 2011 -
[93rd -- 110 but 21st]

April 14, 2011 -
[94th -- 111 but 22nd]
Skipped almost this whole day.... *sigh* and I missed my first Feminism quiz. Oh well.

April 15, 2011 -
[95th -- 112 but 23rd]
It's amazing what we accomplish in one week. But next week.. I'll be more accomplished.. Hopefully.

Taught Tori some basic steps to swimming. She actually did pretty well. :0

And damn.... 5x in a row. Is he on viagra??? Jk. I like it that he can go. But it scares me the way he controls it.

April 16, 2011 -
Happy 41 weeks!! ♥ or Happy 287 days!! ♥

April 18, 2011 -
[96th -- 113 but 24th]
Tori was sick.. So I skipped the rest of my day by not going to Feminist class nor Music.

April 19, 2011 -
[97th -- 114 but 25th]
No work today.. So Tori and I went to Jack in the Box for food and even had a pillow fight at Hung's. We're going to rematch him..... soon. Lol

April 20, 2011 -
[98th -- 115 but 26th]
Finished a reading for Feminism class in the Allen Library. Went to choir which was okay. We learned a new piece. I never thought singing would be hard versus free-style singing. Hah~

April 21, 2011 -
This week, I felt somewhat accomplished. Mostly because I've been prioritizing my schedule in my planner. I kind of feel good.. but I still feel like something is lacking..

Also, I feel a little more self-control when I'm around Hung. There is still some aggressiveness but I'll work out the kinks because I know what I want. So I'll want what is best for what I want too. So... I must do all my hardest to be a good person for him.

Anyway.. I will get started on my readings now. Tennis tomorrow!!! :)

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Ooh, and one other thing I forget to mention. I told Hung during our back-to-back talk that there shouldn't be any expectations from us except what he had told me. We'll grow together as a couple. Our main focus for the present is our education. Other stuff, will need to wait.. such as expectations of what his family wants from me or vice versa.

-Janie




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