Why I love Britney
There are several reasons as to why I love Britney. I love how shy she actually is yet tries to hide it. I love how much she cares even in the worst of times. I love how much she cares about her boys and would do anything to protect them. I love her attitude except for the times when others influence her and get her upset. I will admit I have not been the best person to her and I regret that fact. All I can say is that I hope that I will be given another chance to prove to her that people can change and not always for the worst. I will always love her and continue to be here for her. I don't know what I would do without someone as special and beautiful as her in my crazy messed up life. She asked me tonight if I had ever felt as strong as I do for her about another woman and I can say with all certainty that I have not. I would die if it meant her being happy. I have even told her that if it helped her that I would disappear. I would love for her to be a part of me for the rest of my life. I love her two boys as if they were my own. I hate the feeling of being torn, I love her and want to fight to keep her but at the same time i have to let her run her own path. I can't force her to just leave Eric and be with me. It has to be her choice. I will say one thing, if by chance she decides to be with me I will do my best to not make the same mistakes that I did in the past. I love her with all of my heart and am kicking myself everyday for the fact that I pushed her away and now I don't even know if I will have that second chance.