Lady

My life and thoughts?
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2011-04-12 07:53:47 (UTC)

Just trying

I am here just trying to reieve some thoughts. Next month in May i will be turning 19, and what do I have to show for it? Still living at home, working a pointless part-time job, and being a drop out. I can't keep going on like this but I can't change who I am. I wish I could be in a relationship that means something more than sex. My now last relationship was that but I am not ready to settle down. I want it all. Love and happiness screw the money it doesn't really make you happy. I have been missing a void in my life and I can't seem to fill it up. Not a very happy person over all but how can I make someone feel better if I myself don't feel happy or good about my life choices. I want something wish something that can take this pain away to make it all better. Knowing that something of the caliber on this place we call home(earth) does not exist, it bothers me deeply. I don't know what to say or to do to be happy and fulfilled. Its all just getting to hard and I have gave up. =(

Lady


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