Life as I know it
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2011-04-11 19:09:44 (UTC)

I know now..

I know now what I need to do. I love my boyfriend. But I realize that Ive let a guy stand in my way for far to long now. I get into relationships and let them completely take over my life and I cant keep doing that. I need to seperate myself from that and focus on what I need and want. I need to focus on saving up and getting a car and getting back into school and getting my life back on track. Ive just falln into being to comfortable with how things are and let what Ive wanted for years now just slip away. I dropped out of school once so I could take care of myself and my ex-fiance by working full time. But now that I'm not living on my own anymore theres no reason I shouldnt be able to do all the things I want to do. Just need to get rid of all distractions and get what I need done. Besides I need someone who wants to do something with their life. Someone who has goals and knows what they want out of life. I guess that I shoudve known better than to get involved with younger guy. Well at least at this age. Kinda at the point where if I'm going to date someone then I should date someone whos on the same page as I am.