cheeseball49

I'm Sorry
2011-04-09 12:12:45 (UTC)

Father.

You held me in your arms, although I had no idea what you were thinking, or still are...I know you didn't want to hold a dang baby in your hands. Especially, if it's your own. The mistake you made.

But no, you and mom decided to go on with it. Now, your children...suffer.

Why'd you make me grow up in this type of environment? Why did you make "Us" go through this?

I don't know what I did, to make your mind spin.

I know I should have killed myself that day, but I couldn't.

I couldn't do it. I didn't know if you would care or not, but I know you wouldn't be too happy. Not at all. Everyone in this family, treats me like I'm an outsider, well. Maybe you should treat me like your daughter, and stop caring about what everyone thinks.

What they'll think if I wear a dress, that looks HIDEOUS because maybe..you've never seen it on the other girls your spot. :/

Your telling me all this shit about you and mom, well. To tell you the truth, if your not happy....I'd suggest to stop now.
Get a fucking divorce. I'm sick of this. 13 years, and all that come out of my eyes, are tears. Not of joy...but misery, depression, heartbreak...and a lot more.

Dad, just...except me for who I am.




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