i don't know what to say anymore.
i don't even know why I live.
the pain in my heart that moment left me breathless.
and so dead and so crushed and I can't even begin to explain.
i ran so fast. so fast to grab hold of my life.
i need help. i am so depressed, i'm going to die.
i'm so...i can't. i can't take the tears.
and this is serious.
no one has ever made me cry like that before.