hopelessly bored

trial and error
2011-03-31 18:37:09 (UTC)

fair is foul and foul is fair

oh i wish i could say all of the things about him that make me smile.

he says the cutest, weirdest things. he makes up his own expressions and figures of speech. he has the most adorable voice when he's saying something sweet to me or something hard to admit.

his smile is like... wonderful. that's the only way i can describe it.

i like the way he laughs. and he laughs a lot. which is cute. everything about him is so fucking cute it makes me want to punch something.

just looking at his pictures on facebook give me this really funny feeling- like oh my god. that is my boyfriend. and it makes me so unbelievably happy, and at the same time it scares me. cause i cant figure out how i got to be so lucky.

i feel like such a dumbass for writing all of this.

i cannot wait to see him tomorrow. i dont even care what we do. i really just want to be alone with him... i don't know if that will even be possible. but being alone with him is the nicest thing i could imagine doing on my friday night.

i like it when he holds me. nothing better in the whole world.

its no secret that i like really obscure music... and last weekend, i dropped him off to work and before he left he put on one of my favorite songs and kissed me goodbye.

oh my god when i think about him like this, i know for sure that all the shit i'm paranoid about isn't true. he has given me no reason to act this way, because everything i'm saying is true, and i'm not leaving out anything remotely negative.

oh i love him :)




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