I drink Alone
It's been awhile. I am th..
It's been awhile. I am the mommy of four now. Josiah was born August 4th. My last baby. (had the ole tubes tied to seal the deal) they are all the love of my life. Waking up to their smiles, laughs and hugs is more than I deserve. It is terrible reading some if my old posts here and seeing how self centered and bratty I sounded like. I also saw some emails that would go a long with certain posts from a very special person. He probably doesn't remember them, but they got me through my pity parties and desperation. For most of my ideas and decisions I should of had my head examined. I can only offer the lame excuse of age. Now that I'm the ripe old age of 25 I still know absolutely nothing. But I'm ready to admit that and can see how stupid I really was. I'm not trying to self hate here, this is all really a chicken shit way of trying to say to a certain person thank you for getting me through my own b.s. Do you still check in on me?