Justthisgirl

My Journey
2011-03-24 00:15:54 (UTC)

Well now what?

I didn't make it in school. We have to have a 2.0 in any class that is in our program and then an over GPA of a 2.0. This was a really hard quarter and I didn't make it. I got a 1.8 in hematology and so I am not allowed to continue in the program. My Love and I are in Kansas City visiting his sisters. They are both Christians. I knew that there was a good chance that I would not make the grade so I had been praying to know what to do next. For God to open up the door to where he wants me. I prayed a few different scenarios. One was that if God wanted me to be in Kansas City that my Love's sister would offer for me to stay. Well the morning we found out that I wouldn't be continuing in school, she offered. I still wasn't sure that I wanted to be here in Kansas City. I mean I love the church here, I like his sisters, I just love being home. I am shy and I don't know them all that well and it would be way more comfortable for me to just go home. We went to the prophecy room and it was talked about me being in an environment that is like an incubator. That was confirmation that God wants me here in Kansas City. The church here is large, it has a 24/7 prayer room. My Loves sister, who is by the way the one who lead me to Christ, is a great person and staying here is a great place for me to learn more about God and to grow in him. I'm nervous about being here with out my Love. I will miss him so much. I will miss my home, my guinea pigs, and just being in Seattle, but I believe that God wants me here right now. I don't know what I will do next with my life. I don't know what God wants. However, I am here in Kansas City for now and I will just follow where the Lord leads me. He has a plan and I am his to do his will. One day at a time, I will follow where he leads.

I have really enjoyed this week here so far and I hope that the next weeks to follow are as good as this week.




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