so so today...
Wife got home earlier (last night) than usual and no trousers overnight.....def looking brigther.
When i stop writing about her and more about myself and my objectives then I will know i am over the whole saga.
ultimately very dissapointed but we need to move on, such is life but I am a better person as I have learnt so much about myself and my marriage.
I now know what it feels like to be hurt, the only time I felt so much pain similar to this was when my second son was born but that immediate pain has slowly manifested into joy. I hope the same for this.
We are positive and looking forward....I hope I can rebuild my trust in her.