xxjadeyxx

hurt
2011-03-14 17:07:35 (UTC)

mhmm...

dunno where to start or where to end, its all kinda blurred into one big mess, but really its not a mess is it? no, not to other people who can't see inside my head, to them its perfectly normal, but to me its a world im trapped within.

i would tell you what i've been up to or what i've discovered but i know that would be a mistake by letting you in, letting you know what im doing, because you might try to stop me or get in my head, and that is a bad thing.

okay, well one thing i can put in here is that i found out the the average weight for someone my age and height is anything between 110-135 pounds, im currently 98? somehow people see this as a bad thing? :/
parents arguing quite a bit and yesterday step-dad threatened to leave :/ i got really upset yesterday because of it and my step-dad had a go at me for being too sensitive.. :/

till next time.




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