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music's innovations .
2011-03-12 05:30:36 (UTC)

let's reggae all night !

"you are so fast! i am so slow, because that's the way i like to roll."


i got an award! :D well, i haven't actually received this award yet. but i got a letter today saying that one of my teachers nominated me a "Leader of the Pack." quite cool (and fyi: my school mascot is the wolf. we're the wolf pack. howl). and on friday (not today) i get to go to some banquet thing with an awesome breakfast. sounds fancy. i wonder what i should wear? eh, i don't know. but i'm not gonna bring a change of clothes because that's too much. xD EEEEP, i'm so excited! now i know i'm not a piece of shit! :D lol.

and i can't figure out what teacher nominated me until the banquet.
-________-''''' who the fuck is it?! ah, let's see what classes i'm good in.. well, i have an A in world history. but i don't think my world history teacher would nominate me because i'm always getting eighty's on tests, yet i pass everything else. and my second period? HELL NO. i can scratch that teacher out. i'm failing her class! third period is orchestra. my teacher barely notices me. so uh, i think i'll cross that out too. next is chemistry. i KNOW i'm gonna scratch this class out because i made a 53 on a test recently. xD after chemistry is art. eh, i don't know. i never like what i make in the class because i think it looks like shit. i never have self esteem in that class. yet when i draw for myself, people say i should sell it. huh. irony. so uhhh, i guess i'm gonna half to cross this class out because my art teacher doesn't really help me much either. then it's english. i like english. it's easy. i have an A in there as well. but there's a lot of other people smarter than me and higher than me in that class [because i take honors english]. heh. maybe it's a possibility. and last is math. i fucking hate math. i don't really think my math teacher nominated me because i think i'm failing. sssooo, i've narrowed it down to either my world history or honors english class. i guess i'll just have to see on friday.

WHOO, this just brightened my whole day. i have no troubles. the only thing i'm worrying about now is my homework. and oh, i had an entry on here from before, but i'm guessing i forgot to save it. welp, that's okay. how can i forget to press the "Save entry" button? IT'S RIGHT THERE. only me. xD

anyway, some days ago, i had a dream about a couple. and no, it wasn't me included in that couple. but the couple were just together being.. couply. you know, the snuggy-lovey-dovey cheesy jazz? yeah. and the weird thing is that i actually know this couple in real life. well, i know the dude in the relationship and not the girl. is it too late for me to do an interpretation on this? blah, let's do it anyway to see what we get.

Couple: To see a couple in your dream, symbolize marriage, your parents, or a relationship. Consider what the couple are doing in your dream for additional clues about their significance. It may point to something that is lacking or missing from your life.

well damn, dream_moods. what'chu tryin' to say? that i need a relationship? huh? i don't NEED a fucking relationship! well, even though i want one.... that's different! wayyy different! and who says i'm missing anything from my life? BULLSHIT. the only thing i'm missing is my intestines from throwing up so much of this love shit. fuck this shit. sure, i'm being over dramatic. but i'm no actor. fuck this interpretation! :PPPPPPP PPPP PPPP PP PPPPPPPP P

i feel better now.. but now i'm starting to second-guess myself like i always do. i said that i WANT a relationship but i don't NEED one. that's like me saying i WANT to buy this new shirt but i don't NEED it. makes sense? it kinda does.. eh, whatever. and the only reason i'm not in a relationship is because i'm moving [and some possible other factors that i shall not speak of].

-SWITCHINGGGG SUBJECTTTT- i feel like partying now! this anger/some sort of happiness i have makes me wanna dance, lol. what the fuck is wrong with me? xDD let's reggae all night! YOU, me, THE DANCEFLOOR.. and some candy. i can't live without candy. ha ha. :D

[ Let's Reggae All Night BY: CSS ]




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