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music's innovations .
2011-03-07 05:02:00 (UTC)

well alright !

"everyone's a loser in the modern world. look at all the sad and gloomy little boys and girls. all of you got troubles all of you got woes. shake the chips off your shoulders! here is how it goes: WHOO HOO!"


everybody's out, as usual. it's just me and my little sister here. well, my mom's here too, but she's been sleeping for the past three hours and she locked her door. so she doesn't count. and you know i'm trying to make myself happier? i can't find anything good about being home with my little sister. i thought "well, at least i don't have to worry about being home late.." or "at least i can stay home and catch up on some things! right?" heh. i never worry about staying out late because i never leave the house. and what the hell do i have to "catch up on" at home? my homework? ha. i probably won't do it till later on tonight. and that's just because i'm THAT type of person (whatever that is).

anyway, i had some weird dreams lately. the one i had some nights ago was about me having pubic hair on my leg. that was it. one hairy, pubic leg. lol, that had to be the weirdest dream ever. and the one i had last night was about my teacher. no, it wasn't any fantasizing. my teacher (a woman) was on the news for saving some kid from a house fire. and i was with a friend walking around at night with a dress on. we were walking to the school because everybody else was there. and i can't remember what everybody else was wearing. SO, let's go to dreammoods.com for some interpretations, yes?

[Pubic] Hair: To see pubic hair in your dream, suggests that you are coyly making your sexual feelings known.

Leg: To see your legs in your dream, indicate that you have regained confidence to stand up and take control again. It also implies progress and your ability to navigate through life.

Teacher: To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and are ready to learn by example or from a past experience.

Kid: ~ To save a child in your dream, signifies your attempts to save a part of yourself from being destroyed.

Night: To have a dream that takes place at night, represents some major setbacks and obstacles in achieving your goals. You are being faced with an issue that is not so clear cut. Perhaps, you should put the issues aside so you can clear your head and come back to it later. Alternatively, night may be synonymous with death, rebirth, reflection, and new beginnings.

Dress: To see or wear a dress in your dream, represents a feminine outlook or feminine perspective on a situation. You are freely expressing your femininity.


ah, we have a lot today. we'll start with the pubic hair dream. that shit was just plain WEIRD. pubic hair on my LEG? jesus, only i could dream of something like that. and apparently, i'm "coyly making my sexual feelings known." wtf? um, i think i am. do i even have sexual feelings? i'm just gonna leave this section untouched for now. xD anyway, the leg. that hairy leg. yeah! i understand this one. remember, i had this dream some nights ago. i'm trying to become more confident/happy. i'm PROGRESSING! yes! :D

alright, now into the dream i had last night. my teacher happens to be the teacher of who's class i'm failing with a 60. coincidence? i think not. and she seems to be the "saving" kind anyway. and yeah, i guess i am kinda looking for some advice. but from who? hm.

that kid. i'm glad he survived and all, but i have no idea what he looked like. and i wasn't really the one who saved him/her. so if my teacher is saving him, does that my conscience is trying to save a part of me? makes sense, right? i mean, it kinda does. i'm trying to make myself feel better. maybe i'm doing it by trying to take out some traits that i still might want? eh, i'm not sure. it's kinda confusing. i'll have to ponder on this as well.

at night, everything was kinda creepy. the trees looked spooky and there was mist. do i have an issue that i need to set aside? i don't think i do.. blah. yet, it said ALTERNATIVELY, it could represent a new beginning. i'll just go with that one. it sounds less confusing.

and a dress. i think it was a pretty dress. it felt pretty. and it felt like it was the color purple. how i "feel" a color, i may never know. but that's what i see it has. a pretty purple dress. and hm, i need to show my feminism side more, i guess. all i wear are giant jackets. it's not like anybody is looking at me anyway, right? ha. ha.. haa... ha.

so yeah. that just about sums everything up from my dreams. thanks, dream_moods. 'ya done good.

anyway, i think i'm strollin' around pretty well. except my failing class. with a 60. last week, i had a 95! that was before she updated grades. :[ heh, i need t study more. but how do i study more for an engineering class that only uses computers and she never gives out homework? maybe i should ask for help more. -_______-'''

anywayyyy, (sorry for all these "anyways") let's change the subject. my stepdad got me a debit card. i was SO excited! then i heard he only put $20 in it. i expected at least fifty. but twenty dollars? eh. yeah, yeah, yeah, i know. it makes me sound greedy, doesn't it? i'll just place this in your shoes. if your parents/guardians gave you a debit card, how much would you expect to be in it? well, never mind that question. all parents are different, i suppose. but me? i'm not rich or anything. i'd just expect a little more.

sigh, whatever. i'll try to be "wise" with it. the only thing i'm gonna buy are shirts online. and oh, my parents said i can only spend it on stuff i need. what the hell? like pencils and shit? fuck that. i'm gonna buy a shirt.

well alright! i think i'm gonna call it a day even though it's only 7PM here. i'm gonna stay online and look up some shirts. heh. :P

[ Well Alright! BY: The Hives ]




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