Brianne

Escape
2011-03-05 18:49:23 (UTC)

Worries

I guess I have done this to myself. I have no friends. I have no one to talk to here. Reality is now a very ugly place for me. I love my books...I crave them. Trey told me that I could trust him...that he wouldn't judge. But when he tried to fix me and I wouldn't get fixed as fast as he wanted...he got mad and just stopped trying. He's just using me as a sex friend. Also I think I might be pregnant. If I am... I'm just going to leave. I won't tell him. I'm not going to give him the chance to hurt me again. If I'm pregnant it will be mine. I will take care of it and protect it like no one ever did for me. I know it'll be wrong if I do this...but I know that he won't want to do it. I don't want him telling me that he will take care of it too...and then just backing out. That would break me.




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