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2011-03-04 08:44:19 (UTC)

it's just me .

"just a little more, come on and sastify me. just a little more, come on let's terrify me. just a little more, and i'll be done with it."


i feel kinda good. except for this school work. ugh. but i'll have to do it sooner or later (i choose later). anyway, i met someone today! a girl, that is. she's in the seventh grade. yeah, it's kinda aiming low, but hey, i gotta start somewhere. and i guess i can't really be credited for starting the conversation because she talked to me first. -____- but whatever, at least i got something accomplished today. and our conversation wasn't really that long.

her: what grade are you in?
me: tenth.
her: gosh, you're small!
me: ... yeah, i get that a lot. people think i'm a middle schooler. what grade are you in?
her: seventh.
[then she says something about her brothers.]
[after a while, i say i like her nails.]
[then she goes on about how her coffee cup kept getting messy.]
[i didn't really know how to respond so i just stopped talking.]

and i'm not THAT small, am i? i mean, i'm sixteen, 5'3, and i'm a size 6/7. i'm not fat (or at least not today i am). jesus, i could pretend to look like a eighth grader if i wanted to. that's how friggin' young i look. and hey, *tries to look on the bright side* maybe i could stay forever young when i get old. i'll be like fifty something and look like sleeping beauty, lol. maybe me looking young CAN be a good thing. but i'll get back to you on that.

and speaking of getting back, aaaauuugghhh my back hurts! someone give me a massage, please? xD

besides this school work, i think my road to happiness is going quite well. i'm only worrying about myself, and that's how it's gonna stay. screw everyone else! :]

my quote of the day:

"I intend to live forever. So far, so good." _ Steven Wright

i can get through my life. well, of course, not for as long as forever because i don't think i'll be alive. xD but you understand my point, yes? i can do this! whoo! it's just me and my enthusiasm, self-esteem, and confidence that needs to get boosted up. or is it just me?

[ It's Just Me BY: Escape the Fate ]




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