xoverthinker101x

My Thoughts Create My World
2011-03-03 02:05:30 (UTC)

Why?

So, I haven't felt right at all for a while.
Today something bugged me a bit.
My boyfriend.
I know, this whole thing is about him, but this is only for me, you aren't entitled to read this.

We don't spend a lot of time together. I wish we could, but we're both busy, and I understand that.
But today, he was texting on his phone to his mom that he couldn't make it to dinner because he had dress rehersal today. I thought he was going to say good-bye, but he didn't. He just left. I know it's probably because Seth and Sam were like corning him again, but...no good-bye?

He always seems different when he's around me, rather then his friends.
He seems to always be smiling, until I come. Like he isn't happy.
He's really sorry that he can't spend more time with me, I'm sorry too, but it almost seems like whenever he says that, he gets angry, or something. At me or someone else I don't know.

He was mad at a boy I have in my class named Trent for coming over to me, and talking to me..[grossly.] He got up and walked away.

I don't know what I do to deserve that.
I could almost see him going for the girl he has to be partnered with for play pro. She's a people person more the anything, and everyone seems to like her. They'd be cute together, I'd be torn.

I don't know, I'm just so stressed out, and to top that off.
I haven't seen a concert to do my final exam.
My Youtube isn't working correctly.
There's this problem.
I'm starting to slip in math.
I have an on-going headache.
I have an major chest pain.


2011? You suck.




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