hell on heels

Fuckity Fucks.
2011-03-01 18:24:17 (UTC)

Taken.

I am taking a break from life soon, I can't wait to just get out of here. I need to get my shit together and stop being such a fag about everything. I want so much and I know that not everything that I want is even possible to obtain. I leave for BLR in about 2 weeks, then come home and leave again for my home town 2 months later. I honestly can't wait to get out of here. I need some space, and because I fucked shit up here. DUDE no matter how far you fucking run I start the same shit over and never learn my lesson. I shouldn't fuck with the same kind of people and I do. I shouldn't make the same shitty decisions and I do. I don't get it. I must be fucking retarted or something because this shit doesn't change. I FUCKED UP SO BAD I HAVE TO GO BACK HOME! WTF? that is rediculous.I was never supposed to have to go back home never back to this place and look at me CANT WAIT.

You know im bad.

When I get there of course I will never tell the boy any of this but I am going to dance again just for a couple days so while I am there I will have extra spending money and hopefully some extra money to get me back here and to finish my trip I kind of want to re connect with some old friends in other states of courseI have not cleared any of this with the boy nor will I, I assume. I know this is a vague ass rant. nad I promise that i am going to write better shit once I get my head straight!




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